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Now I know what it’s like to be totally in love with someone and not be able to do anything about it. He’s my best guy friend. He’s been dating another girl for practically the whole school year. I can’t help feeling slighted because I’ve known him longer and he STILL talks to me constantly, but he dates HER. Not fair! (Don’t comment on this with “Life isn’t fair” because I am well aware of just how unfair life can be.)
I just don’t know what to do anymore. Sometimes, I have dreams about him and I wake up thinking about him. Then I remember that he’s with another girl and I feel so awful for the rest of the day. To top it all off, I don’t even hate his girlfriend. She’s really nice and always kind to others. I think it’s the conflicting emotions that have me frazzled.
I guess there’s something good about this…I now know that I am an exceptional actress. No one (NO ONE!) knows anything about how I feel.
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Posted by scarlet rays 3rd April 2012
yep…. story of my life hahahah. I can completely relate to this. I have the exact same problem. Here is my theories a) I think it is because if he dated you he may lose you or b) He may only see you as a friend and no matter how hard he wishes this wasn’t the case it maybe so. STUPID UNIVERSE!!!! I had a lovely guy like me but I just couldn’t see him more than that. c) he may be completely unaware of your actual feeling for him. Telling him would not be helpful though it would lead to akwardness esspecially if there is a girlfriend:S I feel your pain!