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You’re my older sister. I’ve supported you through every hardship in your life so far, going as far as giving you sometimes half of my wages to help you pay your stupid rent. I’ve been there for you every time your heart got broken, every time you failed an exam, every time your feelings were hurt by other people. Because we’re family, and I, y’know, thought that meant something to you, too.
And then I get diagnosed with a disorder. I was frightened - still am - and I confided in you… and you stop talking to me for two weeks? You ignore me when I say hi, you don’t pick my calls, you leave whenever I enter a room? And then, when you finally talk to me, you say “so how about a truce?” as if I’ve offended you? Are you serious!?
I never asked you for anything. I didn’t tell you because I wanted anything from you - when have I ever asked for a dime? Or your time? Or even COMFORTING WORDS!? Never, because I never wanted to burden you with any of my worries. Even now, I’d have been perfectly fine with you just ignoring the matter. I just informed you so that you’d know to ignore me if I started suddenly crying. But you just… abandoned me. After all of what I’ve done for you.
I just don’t know what to do anymore. Anyone, please. Just.., tell me what to do. I’m sick, I’m weak, I’m stupid, I’m scared, I’m tired, confused and lost.
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