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I knew it was coming. I knew when we first started dating she would cheat on me. She openly told me that she cheated on her last 2 boyfriends and yet I still stayed with her. I guess I hoped she wouldn’t do it to me, that she cared about me more than them. I was wrong. Am I crazy or stupid that I still love her? Is it wrong that I still want to be with her? Ive never really been the jealous type anyway so I know that I will get over this but am I wrong for that? Also doing this onObie is awful cuz I can’t even see my text anymore. Oh well if there are typos I apologize. Anyway, she is my best friend and my partner and the kind of person that I want with me for the rest of my life. She is litterally everything that I am not. She is everything that I wish that I could have in my life. Does this make me pathetic? Probably. I already know that I am a complete loser and this just confirms it. I wish I was charismatic and cool and stuff but I’m not and I don’t think that I ever could be. Wow this turned into a self pity fest faster than I expected. I wanted to rant and bitch about this but all I can do is blame myself for being boring. Fuck me fuck me fuck me fuck me fuck me I suck fuck my life. God mother fucking damn it I am so angry and sad that all I want to do is break something and cry… while I break things. I wish I had a bottle or something to smash over my head like the last time I felt like this. Well anyway if you read this far then awesome good for you you are just as boring and stupid ad I am. Cheers to being a fuck up.
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