I Hate my parents

Posted 14th February 2016 49

Useless bastard has been ruining my life for the last ten years.
He and my mother (who is a selfish bitch in her own regards) have been of again on again about divorcing. which makes them turn into complete cunts and treat me like shit because instead of being adults and sort it out themselves they us me and my brother as emotional punching bags. Getting angry at us foe every little thing we do wrong.
now don’t get me wrong, i am not perfect. I make mistakes, mess up and at times am lazy too. But when your parents are mad with each other and refuse to talk does that make it ok to point out every flaw of their childs life. no. does it make it ok to tell them how much of a fuck up they are. no. does it make it ok to scream at them and call them wasted fucks that were better of either being swallowed or left ina condm in the bin. NO!
IT DOES NOT.
is it ok for a father to expect to be a 24/7 emotional support because his wife (my mother) has attempted scuicide for the fifth time and has now caused brain damage to themselves.
is it fair that the son has to now sacrifice his time trying to study at university and job seeking just because the father is a weak man who needs some constant human contact but because he has distancd himself from everyone else he (the son) is expected to have to be that constant support.
again no.
And icing on the cake does it seem fair that after the son is now emotionally drained, failing university, lost his chances at a job because he had to play emotional nurse, that when he needs some emotional help from his father that the father now has a new fuck whore on the side and spends more time with her, ignores his own son. only talking to him only when he wants something from him (like spend the whole weekend babysitting brother or doyard work all day) and not let his son b able to study with what little spare time he has after classes.
no, simple fact is my parents are selfish cunts that have taken so much from me and act like ts no big deal.
if some one were to offer me a button that once pressed would kill them both and give me 20 million. i would slam that button so hard it would break. atleast then i can get on with my life and live it my way