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Rant
Why is life do hard? Girls are fucking horrible. The one i like loves another girl. Another girl likes a different guy. Another possible girlfriend is dating lots of people. Another possible girlfriend is too hardcore for me. I’m a sadist and I feel like turning into it why can’t I be like a normal Asian? Why is life so hard?! Why can’t I be normal for a change?! Why do I have to see the hidden stuff everyone hides? Can’t I be a little un-observative for once? Can’t like be normal with a pretty nice and unfucked family? Why do the girls I always date have someone in mind while dating? Why the fuck did calandra make out with me?! I guess our relationship means nothing! Can’t life be fair?! Why does she have to like Bella? Why not me?! Why do I want to be a sadist? Do I really enjoy the mental release? Do I have to be the shut in kid? Why can’t I have friends I can rely on? Why don’t I just drink or smoke weed? Why can’t I do all this shit? Why am I such a wuss? Why can’t I be the person everyone wants me to be? Why can’t I express myself without being judged?
Why must my family be fucked up? Why the fuck does my family seem so nice to others but mean to each other? Why can’t anyone see my pain? Why must I hide my true emotions?
Why must I be a loser? Why don’t I have friends who I vent too? Why do I have so much problems?! Why can’t I improve myself at everything? Why must I be a failure?! Why is everything so boring for me? Why can’t I think about my own future? Do I have not one!? Why should I even be alive I’m just a waste of life force needed for others to live! Why am I far why can’t I be skinny and have talking to girls come naturally like everyone else? Why shouldn’t it? Why am I a crybaby? Why don’t I do lots of things? Why does sadness bring me joy? Why does boredom counter me so hard? Why must i lie? Do I have to feel better about myself? Why can’t I end my own life? What do I have to live for? Family? Friends? People I care about? They all wouldn’t fucking care if I lived, there will others to take my place.
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