Posted 2nd August 2014 27

It’s the little things that matter. All the little things that people don’t do add up quickly and becomes a big, breaking, negative on your heart.
Examples of little things:
Cleaning ANYTHING once in a while like the dishes, the bathroom, vacuuming, putting the recyclables in the right can! etc. Things you should be doing anyway since I pay for half the rent.utilities! I quit cleaning, I got tired of doing it all by myself.
Maybe surprise me with little gifts/flowers/outings for no reason other than because I Love You. not for the obligatory occasions. I get you a little extra if I can afford it, make special meals for you. Because I enjoyed making you happy. I don’t do that as much anymore because it doesn’t seem to affect you one way or another.
Listen when I say I would love to try this place, go here, do this, have this thing, see these people in concert. Other than I have no idea what you want. I would be nice to hear “lets check this place out you’ve been talking about” or “I got this for your because I know it’s what you wanted.” I end up planing my own day which ends up being disappointing because there are no surprises, its last minute so everything we do is petty and boring and everything sucks because I don’t want to ask for anything that costs a little extra.
Stop giving me false hope. I’m tired of hearing awesome ideas from you that we should do and then you find every reason not to do them. Then why would you even suggest it in the first place? Just so I have a glimmer of looking forward to something just to be disappointed? This goes along with changing plans. Constantly because you don’t feel like it. I wish I would have known that days ago so I could adjust my day accordingly. I stopped asking to do things, because I got tired of the ‘let my hopes down’ NO. YES does not have to be an answer every time, but when the only answer I expect from you is NO, that’s at least saying something.
Little things like coming to bed early maybe ONCE! I’d stay and lose sleep for you every night, because I chose you over sleep and you wanted me to stay up with you and I like making you happy! But on nights you don’t work, you won’t stay up for me….
Whats the point of a phone if you’re not going to answer it? Ignoring me its one of the worst things you could do. I’m sorry I disturbed your nap. You could just answer the first time for 30 secs, see what I have to say, and go back to sleep. Instead of answering the 10th call and yelling at me and hanging up. Who knows why I’m calling you??? Could be an emergency but we can’t let that disturb you, can we. You call me and tell me to call you back when I get a chance, I call 10 min later and you never answer. maybe you forgot you told me to call you back your maybe you just didn’t care enough to wait because you’re too busy doing whatever you feel like it. I come cover for you when you want, bring you whatever to work, answer your every call. I have my phone with me so I don’t miss it.
I used to love making you happy and would do whatever that I could care less doing because its something that you enjoyed. Anything I want to do thats not within your wants you wont do. at all. because it inconveniences you. Why should you go out of your way?
So many other things…

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