Posted 15th June 2012 1019

For some reason I only find white men to be sexually attractive. I can say someone of another race is handsome or pretty, but sexual attraction is none. For anything else I won’t discriminate at all and I love making friends with anybody regardless of stuff like that. A lot of great people in this world were and are black, Asian, Latino, Native American, Pacific Islander, Middle Eastern, mixed, etc. It’s just I can’t get any sexual gratification.

I’m a gay male and it could be “white worship”- it’s rampant for gay males, even many men who aren’t white will date “white only”. I feel guilty for being this way but I just can’t seem to find other guys sexually attractive at all. It may be that gay media pushes white men to the forefront and because of this, they’re considered more attractive.

I don’t really consider myself attractive either, it could be because some of my facial features remind me of other races, or maybe they’re just disproportionate or condemned by society. I could only trace my family history back to my great-grandparents, and there’s strong evidence I may be even just slightly racially mixed and not all white. Some people consider me attractive, but rarely do I consider them attractive back.

And it’s not even that I like all white men obviously, I feel some of them have ugly features and stuff as well. I try not to be too picky, but there’s certain things I seem to be more attractive to that many people lack.

I’ve dated guys who I didn’t find attractive before, it almost never works out because it just seems easier to pick out their personality flaws and then end up breaking up.

Sorry this is so long, I tried not to be offensive. I guess I’m just very susceptible to subliminal brainwashing. My family isn’t even racist, so it must just be the media or society as a whole, I think.

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