I give up. // RAGING Bile Duct

I give up.

Posted 10th November 2012 08

I’m done. Do whatever the fuck you want. Take whatever the fuck you want without asking; I don’t give a shit anymore.

Maybe I’m the crazy one. Maybe, the idea in my tiny brain that if you want something that isn’t yours you should FUCKING OPEN YOUR FUCKING MOUTH AND FUCKING ASK A FUCKING QUESTION is dead wrong. Maybe you feel you’re entitled to do what you like seeing as I stay in the house. My grocery bills have quadrupled, and I’m feeding mouths I didn’t bring into the world. I suppose that seems fair to you, right?

I DIDN’T SPREAD MY LEGS FOR ANY MAN AND BRING ANY CHILDREN INTO THIS WORLD THROUGH MY PUSSY; WHY THE FUCK SHOULD I BE FEEDING ANY OF YOURS?

If you’re going to have 8 kids, then figure out how to feed those 8 kids. DON’T nick my stuff. If you’re going to have 4 kids all under the age of 8 in the space of a decade, that’s on you buddy. My wallet and my bank account don’t really give a shit. It’s time for all three of you to sit down, and figure out how to make things work without sponging off me. I’m already a temp on a stipend, doing volunteer and charity work.

To make it easier, I’ll move out. I’d rather pay rent than a food bill for stuff I’m not even getting to use.

And while I’m on this, it would not kill you to bend over every once in a fucking while and CLEAN THE FUCKING TUB, you cunt. Oh, and actually CLEAN UP AFTER YOURSELF by emptying out the shitty bathwater your kids and you use when you’ve done using the plastic tub. I assume you wipe your shitty arses when you’ve finished on the loo; what the fuck is the issue with leaving your dirty bathwater in the bath for the next person to meet? Have some fucking consideration. You’re not the only person using the bath.

Actually, you and your kids aren’t the only people who need to eat. Your kids don’t eat a varied diet anyway, so your cooking repertoire isn’t THAT expanded. You KNOW what you’re going to cook. Why not just FUCKING PLAN and go to the FUCKING GROCERY. If I can manage to plan and buy my stuff and transport it WITHOUT HAVING A CAR AT MY DISPOSAL, then WHY THE FUCK are you so retarded?

February can’t come soon enough…. Hopefully I’ll have a permanent position by then and I’ll be able to move out. I’m saving up. Christmas gifts are going to be handmade. Please let me have a permanent job by February so this shit can end. Please…..