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I hate that I’m a nice person. That’s really it. I’m nice to just about everyone, and I always forgive people. Even if I desperately want to hate someone, I physically can’t. I’m so plain and boring and all people ever call me is “nice.” I want there to be something more to me. “Nice” is all there is anymore and I give so much to other people that now I’m a walking train wreck but I keep giving because I feel guilty when I want to have something for myself because I’ve spent my whole life around people who told me to always be loving and to put others first and that screwed me over because I have nothing left to give but I keep on giving and it’s breaking me down and I don’t know what to do. I hate being so nice and so damn quiet. People think of me as that cute sensitive kid who wouldn’t tell a soul if you bothered them, but that’s not how I see myself at all. I don’t know how to be aggressive and I simultaneously want to destroy something and burst into tears because I’ve reached my breaking point and everyone just thinks I’m crazy but no one knows the shit I’ve been put through and I’m just so fucking done with being nice.
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Posted by Insanity 19th May 2016
Agreed. Apparently there was a study that showed those who try to make others happy often end up being lonely.Post a confession or rant now! It’s completely anonymous.
Posted by Anonymous 17th May 2016
I know how you feel.