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My grandfather has recently died. While this is perfectly normal for the whole family (including myself) to grieve for his death, I’ve just now realized…
I HAVE TO PARTICIPATE IN THE FUNERAL. NOT JUST ATTEND.
I hate talking to people, even moreso in public, and even more “even moreso” when all of this public happens to be the family! I’m not good at all at social occasions, and I’m torn between not being at the funeral and everyone in the family thinks I’m a selfish asshole, and actually going there making an ass out of myself because I fumbled one zillion times during my (forced) speech! I am literally stuck between a rock and a hard place because of my grandpa’s untimely death!
Don’t get me wrong, I really loved my late grandpa, he was the best grandfather ever.
This is about my own social awkwardness and wanting to put on a convincing facade to hide the fact that I fail forever at social occasions! I hate people!
At least now my late grandpa won’t have to put up with humanity’s bullshit anymore, he’s in a much better place now than this godforsaken Earth…
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