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I just found out the guy that I was in love with and dating for over four years and had plans on getting married to, asked the smut he cheated on me with to marry him, and they have only been dating for about a year. I didn’t really react to it @ all. I knew this day was going to come, I just didn’t think it would be this soon or to her. I thought I would brake down when i found out. Idk if I’m in shock or if I just don’t care. But I still have feelings for him, I think I always will cuz he was my first love, so I think its normal to feel that way. But I’m confused as to why I’m not reacting to it. Maybe this is what I needed to know its over. Maybe I’m finaly moving on. Idk. But I still can’t help but wonder….What if??……
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Posted by Anonymous 24th January 2009
I believe that you are doing the right thing hun. Letting go is the hardest but there is clarity when you finally do. I do believe that you are in shock that this has actually happened and it’s ok to feel that way. You seem like a very strong woman =0) I believe that things do happen for a reason and it’s all for the good in the end. You will still have feelings for him no doubt but you need to make yourself happy and find your dream guy. My best advice, don’t think what if…It will just drive you crazy. Like I said before things happen for a reason and you two were not meant to be and there is someone other there waiting for you. =0) I hope I helped.Post a confession or rant now! It’s completely anonymous.
Posted by Anonymous 17th January 2009
Sounds like you are in shock a little, thats really awful, what he did, you deserve much better, forget about him and move on with your life.