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So I’m 36. I’m fairly sure my own mother hates me. She does all she can to not support me emotionally or any other way, for that matter. She has always put strangers or acquaintences before me. Do you know once she even told me she started saving for an abortion when she found out she was pregnant with me, but couldn’t ’scrape up enough cash at the time’ to go through with it. What mother tells their child that? I’m a mumm to two now, my youngest is a newbie and I really need a mother’s support. I get nothing but belittlement, condescension and hostility. She won’t ever discuss my biological father and his family, because of that I feel it difficult to recognise my own identity. I find I have no love for myself. If my own mother can’t love me, how the fuck can I love myself?
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