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I can’t take it anymore. All my money goes to child support and gas to see my son once a week- and I am the mother. The father is an ego bruised sociopath manipulating the system with stride. I have no criminal record, drug issue, ect reason for a good mother to fight to see her son who was kidnapped by father- but n/m that !!
I have been living well below the poverty line for 3 years. Before my ex snapped and took my boy, I had money, I had things. I was homeless for a few months, then I even got to live In a bed bug infested shit streaked motel room for one yr- which I was recently evicted from
I got a new place but have no idea how in the fuck I am gonna pay rent. I am so desperate it’s sad. I am one eviction away from sleeping under a bridge. I wanna give up I’m not strong enough. I just wish I wasn’t a pussy and could jump off a bridge or blow my fucking head off. I am sickly co- dependant I am a victim I am worthless I am excuses it’s all my fault.
I eat once a day if im lucky. I can’t afford to wash my clothes. I have one pair of shoes that give me athletes foot over and over. I am pretty maybe I should just be a whore my thoughts, education have got me nowhere.
Please help me find an answer or give me the courage to kill myself once and for all
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