Posted 26th June 2016 211

apparently I’m known as being quiet, smart, fake, ugly, mean, a liar, tall, wears black, emo, band fanatic and youtubers fanatic, and annoying at my school. This is the complete opposite of what I was known for in elementary school. I was known as kind. Now, I became fake ever since 6th grade. Now, I’m making an effort to stop caring about what everyone thinks of me. I’m like the only one in my school who does that. I’m the second most hated person in the grade. People think I’m mean because a girl spread a rumor that I was mean to her and her friend. I’ve been called ugly so many times that I’m used to it and don’t get affected by it. I have a feeling people call me a liar due to rumors. I’ve been called fake by over 13 different people in my grade. I actually was fake in 6th and 7th grade. I just can’t be myself at school. I’m actually going to now, but I had a difficulty with it before. I’m the second most gossiped about person in my grade. I’m not known for any good things except being quiet and smart. Even all my teachers hate me. The worst part is, I’m not allowed to transfer schools because my parents are so biased and think that my school is the best. I’m an incoming 8th grade, and I hope that there’s less drama in 8th grade. Middle school has been a hellhole. I never had a bad reputation until now, and it sucks. I really don’t care about what others think about me, but I also want to be known for doing good things. I also learned that someone who I once thought was my friend is someone who I can’t trust at all. I don’t even know if she’s said the truth in the past. The only thing I can’t control is the fact that people listen to rumors about me and take them very seriously and they think my whole personality is fake. I can understand why, but I can’t change it. I’m the second most hated kid in my school and idk if I mentioned if before in this rant but maybe I did but I’m glad I was able to get my feelings out and now I’m going to stay true to myself and stop being fake. Thank you for reading this, it means a lot that people care enough to read my feelings ❤️

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