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Ok, I know that I have shit to work on, and that I need to work on being more independent, having my own life, and having you as a part of my life and not my entire life. But ya know, tonight I thought back to the beginning. How you paid for everything, you texted me often, you came to see me every day, you tried so hard to be so sweet and romantic and I loved every sentiment.
You TALKED ME INTO breaking up with my serious boyfriend to go out with you, and basically pulled all the stops to make me fall in love with you! And this past week, you plow into me, telling me all MY faults and everything I’M doing wrong. You have shit to work on too, and you fucking know it. So now here I am, trying to busy myself and have my own life. But at the end of the day, I want to be able to call you without worrying if I’m bothering you, or if it’s the right time. A relationship is all about compromise, and lately all I see if you doing everything to get your way. So here I am, not calling, not texting, because I’m too afraid of bothering you. But lonely as hell. I swear, if you weren’t going to live two doors down from me this year, I would be ending this soon because this is such a toxic relationship for me right now. I can only hold things in for so long, and soon you’re gonna hear it. I feel neglected.
I’m just hurting, because I’m trying to think of a single way you’re compromising, and I can’t think of a one. I know I may be clingy, but I’m your fucking girlfriend. I deserve the right to talk to you when I want.
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