Posted 3rd August 2011 1520

I am entirely too tired to post the long rant that I want to, but suffice it to say:

I have been dating my boyfriend for 5 and a half years now (homosexual relationship), and for the past 10 months he has been completely uninterested in having sex. I’m 24 and he is 44. So, on top of that major problem, he doesn’t help with the house work, doesn’t know how to cook but one thing (and has actually cooked for me ONE time in 5 and a half years), what little bit we do talk to one another is usually him ranting about work and his coworkers, and he gets supremely jealous when I hang out with other people.

He told me that he didn’t want me to work while I went to college, but suddenly decided he does want me to work, but only until I get done with my core pre-requisite classes. He makes great money doing government work, but we are always broke, because he loves to spend money on stupid shit. So, I’m going for an interview tomorrow to try to get a full-time job 45 minutes from home (slow job market). That’ll leave me going to school full-time and working full-time on third shift. With any luck, I’ll get 3-4 hours sleep on average once school starts back.

Fuck it. Once I get the job and put a few hundred dollars back, I think it is time for me to pack my shit and get out.

We’ve talked a dozen times or more about all the problems I listed above, but since he shows no desire to work together to fix them, and some of them have gone on for over 5 years, I’m done.

Infact, in the 5 and a half years we’ve been dating (5 years we’ve lived together), I doubt we’ve had sex more than a dozen times, and -NEVER- had good sex. Plus, we can’t entertain in our home, because he is a hoarder.

After being here for 5 years, I’m still -NOT ALLOWED- to touch his stuff, or do any house work other than dishes, laundry, and vacuuming. So, the house stays a mess and he wonders why I suffer with depression?!? GET A FUCKING CLUE!

I tried to be the good little partner and keep a journal so as to not have to rant to others, but I kept noticing it being moved, so I figure he read that.

Men suck sometimes.

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