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I’ve never been as close to committing suicide as I am right now.

Posted 15th January 2010 1618

Everything’s closing in on me. I feel like I can’t breathe, like I’m drowning and I can’t get air and I’m going to burst. I don’t know how much longer I can keep going on like this. I don’t know how much longer I’m going to be able to maintain. I’ll tell you something: There’s probably a quiet guy you know who doesn’t say much and just sort of smiles when life shits on him. That’s because he has taken just about every indignity and insult that a man can take and he still somehow keeps going, shrugs it off, keeps fighting. But it can’t last. Nobody can last like that forever. Sooner or later that guy is going to reach the end of his fucking tether, and then one of two things has to happen. Either he’ll implode and suicide his way out of it, or he’s going to explode and take all of you snide, rude, sneering motherfuckers with him. Only a matter of time. Believe it.

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