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I’ve generally been “better” recently, with usual manifestations of despondency. You talk to me for a few days, then don’t for a week. You are the Joel to my Clementine, and I can’t help but to want to erase you from my memory as the story goes. I’ve tried to put you in a box along with my emotions but I keep reopening the box out of temptation for a reminder of what happiness once felt like. Day in and day out I see the same shit and the same people. I see the world glorified and plastered on TV commercials. It all fucking sucks. I don’t think we belong together, in this world at least. Maybe in an alternate galaxy we’re together and maybe you aren’t “Mr.Jekyll and Mr.Jackass” and maybe you aren’t “the worst thing that’s ever happened to me”. But you are in this world. And yet, I still can’t have one day where I do not think about you and wallow in the reality that I lost you and you lost me somewhere along the way. It’s time to move on but I’m afraid I have nothing to move on to. I’ll continue to try and fill myself, aimlessly, as we did with each other’s love. I’m sorry Will
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