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I don’t know… I do want to lose my “technical” virginity I guess to a relationship but at the same time I want to have a fun sexual experience. I currently have a fwb, but I have never experienced any sexual pleasure from that relationship. All forms of sexual contact are painful (even oral), penetration is not possible, and I’m clean for STDs.
There’s this hype that older men, I’m guessing 30-35+ older, are better sexually than their younger counterparts. I don’t know if that’s true or not, but the thing is, I’m very much attracted to men in that range and I’m only 19. My fwb is 26 and experienced sexually, yet he is very utilitarian. No foreplay and goes straight for the genitals.
The idea I’m trying to get at, is it seems according to the hype that older guys would take it slower and enjoy everything more rather than just try to shoot straight for orgasm. This is what I want. I want someone (tbh I don’t care if they are older or not, but having sex with a much older guy is super hot to me) who is going to take their time with me and touch me and touch all of me, not just my crotch. I need time for things to feel pleasurable and I want someone who is going to give that to me. A relationship seems like the purest way and I feel cheapened every time I’m with my fwb, but I’m thinking a relationship really isn’t going to happen anytime soon. More than anything, I want to regain my high sexual curiosity I had before I encountered my fwb. I think the only way for that to happen is a positive sexual experience that results in any kind of sexual pleasure.
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