Posted 23rd July 2016 2322

Why did you lead me on for weeks, only to tell me you don’t like me?

I don’t even know where to start tbh, I’m a 17 yrs old girl and I’m still learning from my mistakes. This is where my rant starts, I’m dating the love of my life and we’ve been dating for two in a half years now. But get this, I’m what you call a natural flirt and everyone (including my girlfriend) know this about me.

Now let me tell you guys this, about a month ago, I started to find one of my co workers cute (bad girlfriend I know), anyways we started talking and he acted like he liked me for weeks, but really he’d been playing me… Weaving lies like strands of thread, each one of them corresponding with my every weakness. I’d opened myself up to him, showing parts of me that were etched to my skin like fatal flaws and still, he stayed.

I’d grown to adore this boy who happens to be 2 yrs older than me. That was all until now, the moment in which his facade had fallen from his precious features, dripping of his face and seeping onto the ground beneath him, like the tear drops that had fell from my cheeks. His face then, had not been nearly as beautiful as his prior disposition, but at least you all know, at least I knew, he was a liar.

I had fallen for his pretty little lies, when before I had even started talking to him, I had already known he was trouble. I wasn’t the only person he’s played.
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And that rant stops there, okay guys I already know I’m a horrible girlfriend… I shouldn’t have flirted (its not like I cheated though, my girlfriend knew what was going on), but my point is, everyone learns from their mistakes right? I also know it was partially my fault for flirting, but the fact he had taken me to dinner parties and had brought me along for late night drives (etc) really pisses me off because all of that wasn’t because he liked me, he only did it because it was him being “nice.” I understand that, but why show so much love and care if you’re only being friendly? Waaaait, get this, he also told my other friends (including co workers) that this was my fault, like really? You led me on with all of your attention giving (which is what I wanted) but ugh, it really frustrates me. Don’t lead people on, only to tell them much later that you don’t like them like that (yes he told this to me in person in front of my co workers) It’s a dick move. And playing people is an even bigger dick move.
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Comment below, I’d love to hear all the things you’d have to say ❤
Except for the fact I’m an ass …

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