Posted 9th May 2012 1819

In the grand scheme of things everyone has a defense or a reason AND IS INNOCENT behind their psychopathic behavior, but you STILL HAVE TO LOOK OUT FOR YOURSELF!!!

THIS IS ABOUT YOU!! We WANT YOU TO LIVE AND BE HAPPY!!

Let me tell you about this redheaded bitch. We will call her miss fuckalot.

Miss Fuckalot, loved to fuck, she had hooked up with so many guys that she can’t even remember, PROBABLY LIKE A LOT OF PEOPLE LOOKING BACK AT IT.

When I first saw here my heart melted. I could even sense her in the room before I really looked at her. She was so beautiful and elegant, such a fighter. I nearly jumped the people talking to her just to get a chance. I saw here later that night and she my friend…. well come to think about it… not that attractive that night… wow good think i am writing this out.. getting another look at myself.

Regardless she turned me down and later said lets hookup. I shot her down and she was pissed as hell and then i apologized… later i found more about her pain and her life and her sorrows. I took her to europe and spent so much dough on her the entire time we were dating. I waited on her hand and foot. Massaged her feet at night. Brought her lunch and dinner, sometimes breakfast, left sweet notes on the car. But it was never enough. She would never admit we were a couple, except when it was convenient to her, on facebook i practically didn’t exist to her.

So many arguments about her never wanting to end up with me and how we were just fuck buddies.

She would rant and rant about exes, how great or horrible they were. I would pretend to be interested in them, i was just interested in her. She would talk about how she loved this last guy so much and then later she said she didn’t. But she would blog, talk and facebook about him and how much she loved him.

She was such a fucking idiot. I was nice and hot… and well psychopathic looking back on it, so she was probably really smart. But at the time she was as dense as pig iron. She was a pig too. cute pig.

I guess the big thing for me, is i didn’t care how many guys she screwed, and i guess in reality i did. I really did. it was my one thing i didn’t like about her. she was heartless and so was i. heartless about sex and men, and i was heartless about love and women. Sex was the world to me, love and connection was the world to her. Meaning I would only open up sexually to someone I really, really loved and connected with.

Anyways i am rambling shit, you would think that i am good and drunk, not tonight.

The moral my friend, is I left her, told her i was going to kill myself, and i nearly did, my roommate saved my life. She is a cocksucker and I am a heartless psychopathic raging lunatic.

Either way, my friend, take the stance against others, stand up for yourself. Make them the evil one. Why? BECAUSE SOMEONE NEEDS TO FUCKING PROTECT YOU!!! YOU ARE ALL YOU GOT!!!

And well you got me. I got your back my mother fucking friend.

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