Posted 7th August 2015 310

For the past month, I have been debating whether my “best friend” (of 10 years) is really my best friend or not. She constantly has a one-sided “life competition” with me on who’s life is worse (although, I enjoy my life so it’s really just her and her “bad” life). She acts as if her life is the worst in the world. She complains about how she’s always single, how her parents “hate her” (even though they’ve paid $2500 for her to go out of the country for a school trip, and she doesn’t have to get a job), and how much of a bitch her other friends are (which makes me believe that she talks behind my back too). I can’t stand it anymore! We’re going to be seniors in high school this coming fall, and I don’t want to spend my senior year with her, I’ve had enough! She’s lied to me, she’s back stabbed me, she’s lost my trust. Back in May, she told me how her family was going through a rough time and everything. I (being the gullible person I am) believed her and worked over-time to purchase us some concert tickets to our favorite band that was four hours away in NYC. I paid for the overnight hotel, the tolls, the gas money, the tickets, the subway tickets, and even the food in NYC (which, if you’ve been there you would know it gets expensive). I found out two weeks after the trip she was lying to me about not having money. She (and by she, I mean her parents money) bought two floor seats to One Direction (I don’t know the exact price since I don’t listen to them, but I imagine they’re expensive) along with her parents buying her a brand new Samsung Galaxy 6 Active (which costs $250 at minimum). I’m not jealous of her, I’m just pissed off. Someone I’ve trusted for 10 years, and someone who I ugly cried (yeah, we were that close) to just betrayed me like that. Not to mention the fact of whenever she needs me, I’m there. I have cancelled sooo many plans to help her through “break ups” (I put that in quotations since they lasted a week, she never met the guys, and they met on instagram), yet when I texted her at 3am needing a shoulder to cry on, she told me “she didnt want to hear about it right now” and then continued to rant on about her “horrible” life. I don’t even want to try to fix things at this point! Why should I? You can’t fix glass with tape - it’ll just fall apart again.

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