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Every time I go out or whenever I’m home I feel so disgusted with myself. I eat a lot. I run almost every single day but I still feel like a sumo wrestler. I don’t wanna feel like that and I don’t know how to get rid of that feeling. No matter what I do I always feel like people are laughing about me because I’m big (fat). I don’t know what to do. I always try not to care but it’s too hard for me. It makes me have a mix of emotions because I’m not comfortable in my own skin. I always think about not eating but I don’t know what that’s going to solve. I mean it would solve the problem but it’s a bad way to solve it. But I feel like I’ll never be loved by anyone because I’m fat. I always feel like I’m going to be alone for the rest of my life and only have my family with me. I don’t see that being bad but when I was little I’d always dream that one day my Prince Charming would come and sweeps off my feet and we’d love happily ever after but I don’t think I see that happening anymore. I’m not going to kill myself because that wouldn’t be good. But I don’t know. I guess I need to just accept the fact that I’m fat and live my life.
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