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We lived together. You left me alone to go live with 2 guys you work with. You are so “scared” of things in life that you claim you have trouble sleeping and suicidal thoughts. I am a gigantic sucker (also still in love with you for some stupid reason), so I say, “Come back and stay with me for a few nights so you are not so scared.” You went to a conference in another city and let another guy fuck you; among other things I’m sure, but I didn’t want any details. You tell me it’s because you were so sad and confused. How about I WAS SAD AND CONFUSED. I hate having to coddle you while you continue to do things that I hate. Did I go out and fuck some random ladies? No. I could have, but I was heartbroken. You, on the other hand, were very horny and ready to fuck the FIRST RANDOM GUY WHO PICKS YOU UP AT A BAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
How very damn trite. I am in a strange place emotionally now. I have been drinking daily to try and deal with the resentment and anger I feel towards you. At the same time I am trying desperately to “grow” emotionally to get past everything. I have let my schoolwork lapse. I need to get my mind back on track. I love you so much, but I feel like you are using me for some strange reason-what could you want from me now? I don’t have any money, I am still in school and working full time with no time to spare. I am just confused and I don’t know what I should do. It seems that you have concerns in life that far outweigh any concern you have for my feelings or our “relationship”.I should just tell you to leave and never speak to you again, but I can’t. It never ends till the last thing you see is your own brains on the wall…
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Posted by Damsel 22nd April 2012
I agree with Cold Turkey. You must severe any connections you have to this person - being with them seems to be very damaging.Posted by YourFriend 9th May 2012
DUDE THAT FUCKING SUCKS!!!Post a confession or rant now! It’s completely anonymous.
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Posted by Cold Turkey 19th April 2012
Its seems like you need to quit her cold turkey. No phone calls, emails, txt messages, facebook, twitter whatever. It sounds like it’s going to take you a long time to get better from this and that time will be longer if she is still in your life at all. I know you love her but if she is going to treat you like this she really doesn’t deserve it. and if she’s willing to push you to suicidal thoughts…. well ’nuff said.