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So here I go, again. Starting a business with a friend, which I have done 100 million times, I’ve never ever been successful, not a once. And now I feel so scared to fail again. I guess it doesn’t matter though. Either things will work out or they won’t. Either I will win and my friend and I will get a great thing going or we won’t. We will either make it big an win forever or i’ll just move home with my parents. I would rather just win this time, for once. I feel that all my life i’ve been waiting for myself to kick in and win. I am not sure if now is the time but i am willing to work and see things grow. Hopefully in a good direction. We both want to be steve jobs. But i would rather just be me. I sure hope it works. I know I am super greedy and want it all for myself. But it will only work if we believe in it. I would to god that I win this time. Just have had so many fucking failures. Man what the fuck? Why can’t i fail like a man? And just move on. I hold on to so much shit in the past. I want to let it all go like the rain falling all over me. I want to be a part of something great. I want to let go of my enormous greed. Like nothing i’ve made is never enough. Why can’t i just fucking enjoy every project I’ve worked on? Why do i think that I have to be a safety net for people? That is bullshit!!! People can take care of there own goddamn self!!!! FUCKING NIGHTMARES!
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