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I just want the outside world to completely piss off and leave me alone in my darkness when where I am away from everything and everyone and its just me myself. I have tried this “recovery”bollocks (whatever the nhs calls it ) for depression and anxiety and it’s done absolutely nothing to how I truly feel about everything in my daily life. I have tried and tested all the groups that are available in my area and its just completely pointless/pathetic as no one fucking talks to me even though i try to make conversation with people. Talk about whats going on in the world, the news and stuff like that but no one acknowledges me, i even tried the bs of making sure I am all presentable at all times, but still no joy. No one says “E do you fancy going out for a coffee, perhaps we could get to know each other, i know a place in town where can go and get a coffee,” So now I am thinking of giving each group one more chance and then finally shutting my doors to them. Sorry outside world, i ain’t facing you anymore.
Any possibility I can have G’s “agoraphobia” i could do with a settle down with cup of tea, good book and some netflix? it’s alright for people like G, life is pretty easy i presume he stays in bed all day, playing xbox, watching cartoons and listening to crappy adele, aqua and vengaboys.
i am thinking if things don’t improve by september with my curent groups, I am just gonna never turn up.
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