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1) i have always been laughed at or made fun of for being a loner. I often go to movies or dinner alone. Im just too lazy to even ask if anyone wants to join me. They will either be busy, too lazy or have no cash. At this point, im used to being alone but that doesnt mean i like it. I have thought about being in a relationship but..
2) i have been single for the whole 20 years of my life. Im just too afraid to come out of the closet. I have thought about it countless of times but the first person i want to tell is my cousin
3) my cousin has the same age as me. He has guided me through difficult times. Even though he is younger, he has a more mature mind than me. He has helped me countless of times. Because of that, i developed feelings for him. I love him but he doesnt know that. I want to come out to him but the thing is..
4) he is homophobic. I am afraid that when i come out to him. He would see me as a different person. He would hate me and i would feel lost. Its as if someone who has been there with me my whole life left without saying goodbye. I wouldnt risk losing someone important to me. But im still unsure if he would hate me even if he is homophobic. We are first cousins and he is also a family lover. I just dont know… I just cant risk losing him.
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Posted by my cousin is awesome too 2nd February 2016
I think that you’re in love with him simply because he is the only person you trust and really hang out with. You should try finding other friends instead because I don’t really think you should be in a relationship with any member of your family.