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I just finally need to let myself vent, I’m tired of holding back my tears, even if I sound pathetic and emo, everyone’s got to just let it out. For me I’m tired of trying to stay strong and confident. Like everyone my insecurities are bothering me, I feel short, fat and ugly, etc. like any other girl. I’m tired of always being a joke to my friends, especially when I try to look like to boost up my confidence. I mean they don’t even know that I hate the way I look, so when I actually feel good about myself by tossing on some make-up and wearing some cute or hell even “slutty” clothing. I feel good because normally I’m running around in baggy clothes and hide myself. But when I actually get dolled up and everything its always, “what is that your wearing?” or “you lookin’ like a damn fool, what is that?” or “OMG look at them titties bounce!” Never actually a compliment only jokes, and I’ve told them before lay off a bit, but it did die then it all started up again, I feel like a joke to them even though we all do goof and lay jokes on one another, its just sometimes it gets out of hand, and a bit annoying. On top of that if its not that then I feel out of place and not acknowledged, I mean I know some days I can be quiet and don’t want to socialize, but when I actually do majority of the time I have to talk over them, to feel like I’m being heard or apart of the group. I mean I know we all got our jokes with one another that one of us may not know about, but for crying out loud, don’t leave me out!!
Ugh… well that made me feel a bit better, so I think I can go back to my life with out being depressing.
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Posted by Anonymous 8th June 2009
I’m normally an asshole on here for LULZ only but I’m just going to say to you that I hope you have found your confidence and are happier within your own skinok bbz