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I think if I get this off my chest I’ll feel better so here we go…
I have a crush on one of my best friends. I know it’s lame. We’ve been friends since the eighth grade and have had intermittent crushes on one another ever since. It just seems like in the past whenever he had a crush on me I had a boyfriend, and when had a thing for him he was stuck on someone else. Or, we had shy little mutual feelings for each other but would never do a damn thing about it and I would eventually move on to someone who actually had the balls to do so. He has never had a girlfriend. God, I don’t know if he has ever even been kissed. He is from a very “churchy” family, but not in a weird creepy way. In a cool, like feisty, sexy way.
Like he is so sexually deprived he stares at boobs. But then he says things like “modest is hottest.” So it’s a conundrum. He is so goddamn witty and clever and smart and sexy. I would love to hookup with this boy. It would make my entire life. It would make HIS entire life. Just by the way he is you know he is horny 24/7.
But how do you convert a friendship into a romance? We are good friends - great friends. Honestly, I want to marry him. Not date, just marry. But it intimidates the hell out of me because if it didn’t work out I don’t think we could go back to being friends. I genuinely love him so much. I love his family. I would love to be a part of it. (They would be amazing in laws)
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Posted by Mari 12th June 2010
Wouldn’t it hurt you if he found another girl?Life is short. I say you better risk it and talk about this, before it’s too late.
Good luck!!