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I don’t know what is wrong with me these days . I don’t know if it was because I’m a teenager or it was because I am just pms-ing or anything of the sort . My temper gets shorter and shorter each day . Every single thing irritates me , makes me flared up . When I get anger on certain matter , I will feel very violent all of a sudden . No , it’s not the type of violence where I want to smash somebody’s head into the wall . More like I want to punch something type of violence . Every time I get angry , I just want to throw things , hit things . You know the way the things smash into smithereens or break into halves , it just sort of bring out a satisfaction in me . I don’t know , is it sick for me to do so ? Anyway , I developed this attitude where I don’t feel like caring anymore . I hated everybody in the world . I felt like I was not good enough and I was everybody’s burden . If I were to die or disappear today , I doubt anybody would notice . If they do , they probably open some champagne and celebrate my death . The feeling of uselessness and being unwanted is like pulling me down . Every day it just felt so stressful . Studies , home and school . I just felt like everything seems a bit meaningless now . I -I , I changed a lot . And I don’t feel like I am changing for the better . More like changing into somebody who is more hormonal , immature and stupid . Definitely , I am getting more stupid as days passed by .
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Posted by Anonymous 26th January 2016
In 50 and feel the same way sometimes….believe me you are not the only one! I’m still working on not letting people get to me