Posted 24th January 2013 2035

So if YOUR life really sucks,
*Do you drink or use drugs to try to ease the pain?
*Do you single out and or just hold a life long grudge towards those who abused you?
*Do you cut yourself to punish yourself because everyone treats you like a loser?
*Do you have bipolar disorder, depression, OCD, ADD?
*Did you miss out on all the best in life that everyone else takes for granted?
*Did you never have anything you really wanted and sometimes only what you needed, or got bailed out of a situation
just to set you back where you started, never ever getting ahead?
*And speaking of “ahead”, Do feel like you are behind everyone else your age and younger generations?(intellectually,
developmentally, socially, physically, academically, etc…)
*Do you want to end your life but realize it’s a sin ?(applies to only the religious). And do have you wanted to end your life
since you were a teen ager, but besides religious penalties, you just didn’t have the guts or maybe you realized that “hey!”
“I have a right to live just as much as anyone else does!”
*Do you want to hurt others or worse?
*Do you believe that, by default, some are blessed much more than yourself, Just because that’s the way it’s always been?
*Do you think good looking people never have to suffer or work hard and that everything comes easy to them?
*Do you think good looking people always get chosen first? And are YOU the one who has always been picked last?
*Do you think that being smart is a gift, not an effort and that smart people get accolades, awards, more pay just because
they have the gift of being smart?
*Do you believe when someone says they work hard just because they are smart and try to justify their job and the pay that
comes with it, when you know it came easy to them? (”Yeah, but can YOU do the job?”) bull #*^t!
*Are you middle age and still have to do the same crappy physical work that you have had to do all along and can’t rise above?
*Do you really believe that bullying stops when you finish grade school?
*Do you really believe the human race has really evolved just because we, in this day and age, we have computers?
*Do you feel like you can never ever rise above and begin what is supposed to be your LIFE?
I can add crap all day long and get more and more depressed as I could keep adding more……

So all this being said,
Have YOU tried to drink, cut, constantly think about ending your life of torment, mentally beat yourself up all day because of your crappy life and are tired of having to work harder than others just to do the same thing and that according to others, “your mental problems are in your head!” and “life is what you make of it!” or “You don’t work any harder than anyone else!” or “We are all in the same boat!” “Hey it could be worse!” “Hey you didn’t miss anything!”
Have you felt left behind and abandoned abused all your life? Missed the boat, or rather that the boat never came. Or that LIFE not only “passed you by”, but gave you the finger in the rear view mirror and seemed to utter “Good luck, sucker!” and kept right on going.
If you have experienced, deeply, any or all of the above, just perhaps, respond to this post. I’ll pray for you and hope you pray for me too.
Something has to give! I don’t want to give out.

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