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I hate myself more and more everyday.
I will never ever forget some things.
I’m already ruined.
And to think I have to carry on living for the rest of my life with constant memories.
All of them.
I have no idea why I’m still breathing.
I’m so pathetic and full of hate that I cut my thighs.
And now the boy I have a crush on is talking to me, but he’s not interested.
I don’t blame him.
I’m the most pathetic person alive.
Broken and fucked up.
But I can’t help but want him, all the things I want with him.
The silence, the stolen kisses. The comfort, to be able to sit in silence and paint/draw with eachother.
To trace lines on his face while he’s half awake.
I don’t expect much and I’m a little too accepting.
But he doesnt see me.
I’m not the type of girl he goes for, I’m far from it.
I just wish I’d get over it.
I’ve just had enough.
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