Someone feeling lonely

Posted 3rd August 2016 211

I feel like my friends don’t listen to me.
I feel like, they like me when I’m not talking about the things I like or sending then links or videos of said things.
Really, they also don’t seem to take me seriously when I’m upset or seem even borderline angry, just telling me “lol” with whatever comment they have to say back.
It’s so frustrating not having most of the same interests as them. It makes me feel ignored, brushed off, and completely avoided. Whenever someone else in our group chat starts a new conversation, it’s like they all immediately jump on the chance to change the subject from me asking “did you even watch the video I sent? Be honest.”

Even if it’s just music taste, and only just a video rn, it happens so many times. With anything I send.
“sorry, I didn’t even read the whole thing I just looked at the pictures lol!”
“I watched like half of it srry”
“what vid?”

If it’s any video that doesn’t involve what I personally love, then they’ll probably reply.
A cute animal video, watched.
A meme video, watched.

But I send them a music video, thinking “they you guys this totally reminds me of u,,, do u maybe wanna watch it?”
they never do.
Never ever.

It’s not even like I do this often, I try not to, because it obviously annoys them.
I love talking about the things I love, I love expressing that,,
but I hate how no one will spare the time to listen or talk back.

I’ll text about a lot of things, things I do, things I get feelings about, both negative and positive,,
And most of the time they just reply “Lol”

It hurts, especially if I’m talking about something that makes me upset, or if I’m ranting, because it’s like having a normal conversation and having my friends downright laugh at me while I cry.

I’m just…so unhappy with the people I’m friends with sometimes. They’re all so kind and fun but I can’t /talk/ to them at all because either
1.they never bother to talk back to me, or just ignore me
2.they can’t take one conversation seriously