Posted 1st January 2016 2530

I basically just got a scold from my mom. I never understand my parents, they can’t just depends on me for their whole life. Two thousand fifteen wasn’t my best year and I could call it the second worst year. I had been my sister’s babysitter this whole year. My parents said they can’t depend on my brother since he just sleep around. They could’ve scold him. They are parents, they have the rights to scold him.

Two thousand sixteen, I wanted to join a boarding school. My parents won’t let me. First, because its far but I have my friend. Second, no one gonna babysit my sister. I told mom that brother could do that but her excuse is what if my brother have to go to work.

From what I heard from my parents, my brother doesn’t want to work. That doesn’t make sense why he can’t babysit my sister. I had been living this whole year babysitting my sister and at the end of this year, alot more babysitting have to be done. I can’t even go out on weekdays just to babysit my sister.

Not only that, my parents complained I went out alot with my friend but never spend times with them. How am I suppose to spend times with them? They went out together at night but they told me to babysit my sister. How is that me not spending times with them? They went out alot together leaving their child at home.

As I grow up, I keep using frustrated tone sometimes when I talk with my parents. They complained about it. I was growing up to solve my own problems. I got no comfort from my parents. I got honest this year and I sometimes suddenly tell them my problem but all I got is nothing for a reply. No “its okay” or something. My mom once pat me on my head, it got me really awkward since she never done it before and I don’t think I will ever get used to it.

Sorry I just gotta get everything out of my chest and my english kinda messed up here.. I don’t wanna throw things in my room and I have no friends to find comfort..

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