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My boyfriends in jail for who knows how long for his undeniably idiotic 4th DUI. Now I must confess that I took part of this ever so vintage cops and robbers type of police chase. Successfully out running the fuzz we did… the war was won but the battle was lost, plates were ran. He was taken that night, put in the pokey for a week. Spent another nice month free until that probation meeting, he’s been in for a month now. Visiting your bad boy in jail isn’t quite like movies and tv make it seem. The glass between you two has fucked tint and a million cracks. Waiting another month which will turn the total term of waiting to a full 2 1/2 months which just happens to equal the amount of time we were dating before he was in jail. Plus the ever so charming tid bit about my bitchy friend just so happening to be dating his cousin, and her getting to enjoy every second of hearing family updates about his court dates before me holding them over my head. Now he could be in jail for 2 years and some change or a couple more months. How long does it make sense to try and stay around a world that’s just constant uncertainty and questionable love. Now knowing this guy and our long past before the day we actually claimed the tittle of a couple, I could easily love him. I do easily love him, but also easily poison, suffocate, stab, strangle him to death for having us go through this horrible horrible horrible situation. Going through this horrible situation without knowing if he loves me. Fuck everything right now, oh yes and for the kicker we might possibly have a child on the way.
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