Posted 24th March 2013 2325

I hate it. You hate it. We all know the feeling. When our small group of our three closest friends, Me, my best friend and best guy friend became a couple and a plus one (the plus one is me), the two of them were too nice to tell me to go or to tell me not to be around them. I can’t stand it. They ditch me all the time, they go off and are with each other ALL THE TIME. Listen, I understand. I wouldn’t be as upset about it if they hung out alone more often, but at parties where I don’t know anyone, or at times where you’re in public with MANY people, I want to be with my two best friends. But I just can’t deal with it anymore. I can’t stand third wheeling. I hate being the third wheel on their little love bicycle. I don’t want to be ‘that friend’. So I leave them to it as much as possible, but it really sucks when suddenly your TWO BEST FRIENDS DROP OFF THE FACE OF THE EARTH. I hate it! I have no other close friends, so I need to build up new close relationships. Do you know what it’s like to be in high school with NOBODY but yourself? If not, I don’t wish it on you. Third wheeling is NOT my game to play. And I don’t want to be part of this game anymore. I just am too lazy to have to make time to build such strong relationships with anyone else. It’s like I want to make new friends, but the timing is so flawed. I don’t know what I’m going to do now about this, but I guess in the end I’ll see how things work out. Is it rude of me to secretly wish this relationship doesn’t work out? Because I really miss just having friends. That’s the thing though. If it doesn’t work out, and honestly, I don’t think it will, my friend group is split. Nothing would ever be the same again. I just wish this never would’ve happened.

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