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I guess I’m what you would classify as a good girl. I’m 17, value quality over quantity, get good grades and don’t go partying or drinking, ever.
But something’s missing from my life. My parents fight, my graduation is coming up and I’m going to get pushed into the world of responsibility and accountability soon.
I want to mess up. I want to have crazy sex with whoever I feel like having, whether they’re taken or not. I want to steal my dad’s keys and drive off to the middle of nowhere and disappear for days. I want to try smoking weed and drinking casually, but not because I think it will I make me cool. I want to be able to explain to my parents that their religion is not for me and that I’m going to form my own philosophies as I go through life.
I wish it were possible to just go through this as a phase and go back to being a moral, drug-free, virgin again but that’s not possible, obviously.
I know that doing this isn’t something I should wish for, but damn it, I don’t want to be perfect anymore.
I probably sound like the biggest cliché, the most stupid and accurate representation of teenage angst/confusion right now, but whatever.
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