Posted 24th November 2013 2223

My dad isn’t a bastard. He did not sexually abuse us. & he isn’t a psychopath which is why I still like him. He also did not abandon us, paid for our expenses up to high school. For that I’ve respected him, made sure not to upset him & constantly follow his orders. He was & is verbally abusive, manipulative, & he used to be physically abusive. All that would have been fine. Him being controlling, cheap with mom, & constantly putting us down would have all been fine. I would have still been his good daughter, who confides in him & sacrifices for him. Except he’s such an unappreciative motherfucker that he went & cheated on my mom for the 3rd time! Fuckin piece of foul shit! It’s not enough that the 1st time I caught him sexting his best friend’s ex. It’s not enough that I have forgiven him for it & hated when mom passive aggressively reminds him of his infidelity. I really wanted to believe he has changed & then I caught him groping the maid in the kitchen & I almost had a seizure. You’d think after the second time he’d stop. I had found it in me to forgive him and though hey I caught him in time before anything serious happened & even if it’s bad it can’t be as bad as the friend of mine who walked on her dad & the maid in the act. No, now I find out the idiot has been having a 3 year long affair with his friend’s (the one with terminal cancer) wife while my mom has been battling with memory loss. This affair has been going on even during the time I had my mom live with me where I go to uni. I just can’t believe him & I can’t believe the bitch who is supposed to be my mom’s friend. He’s such an asshole. I don’t think I believe in love anymore & I certainly don’t think I’d trust to be in a relationship with anyone. That’s just a part of his A-holeness, if you only know how he treats us in comparison to other people, you’d know how much of a jerk he is. the feckin ugly plastic slut whom he gave his attention & time to over mom is after his money & I can’t accept how ugly she is & how he could possibly think she is attractive with her MJ nose! Everytime I look at him I stop short of strangling him.

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