Posted 15th April 2011 2824

Last year I had a roommate who seriously HATED me. We got along okay when all of a sudden she started treating me horribly. It was because I took some food that I didn’t know was for her only (we agreed to share some food but turns out there was a dispute over that). She also accused me of interrupting her for everything (ok I admit I may have been quite annoying but I have Asperger’s and don’t socialize or pick up social cues very well…I merely wanted to be more outgoing because normally I am a shy person). I apologized to her and tried to make up for it, but she still treated me like Hitler treated the Jews. I understand that she may have lost trust in me, but seriously she has problems. Everyday she gave me a dirty look and slammed the door in my face. We lived in an apartment-style dorm, so we shared the common area but had our own bedrooms and thankfully I didn’t have to sleep in a room with her. She also appeared as if she was going to cuss me out and murder me. I stopped talking to her unless it was absolutely necessary. I made sure to stay outside the apartment all day while she stayed in the apartment most of her free time. Living with her has made me feel demonized. I felt everybody at school then hated me for what I’ve done and I wanted to fake suicide to make her feel guilty. Every time I think about it I want to swear and scream at her face. I’m sure she feels the same way, if not worse, about me. She unfriended me and blocked me from seeing her FB profile. We don’t even look at each other when we encounter each other on campus. I am SO glad I don’t live with her anymore.
Though I dislike her I wish I could make peace with her someday. I doubt it will happen, though.

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