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I hate myself! It’s as simple as that! I used to be sexy and feel it too!! I am loving, loyal, honest, faithful, hardworking, easygoing, low maintenance etc etc etc. It makes no difference though! I’m pretty sure that my partner can’t stand to be around me and is cheating. I don’t know why but i feel it.
I know i don’t deserve this, i do everything for him. I think back to previous relationships i have been in where they have made me feel like a princess and treated me so well and sometimes i really think i have made a mistake by leaving my ex partners!!!!!. I feel i have been fooled by my partner, when we first met he was full, full of energy, he was loving, energetic, experimental…… all of that is gone!!! I feel like i met one guy and am dating a different one! The last few weeks i have critiscised myself and really gone hard on myself, i just feel sorry for our child. His ad barely noticed him, he really couldnt give a shit, i am at the stage where i dont care, i will give him enough love by myself!!!!!! To my ex…… i love you but i will not change myself for you, i am strong enough to carry on by myself. I pity you!!!!!
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