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I really don’t know what I’m doing any more, it’s like I’ve completely lost all control over my own life. I know I just need to get over you but I really just don’t know how to do that and as much as I want it at the time I know that the few sexual encounters just lead me to that slither of hope that doesn’t really exist. I know you don’t like guys but those times where it happened always make me think that it just might happen, you might realise that you really do feel the same way for me. It’s been over two years of this now though and I’m just getting more and more miserable. I can’t be with anyone else or even consider anyone else when they don’t measure up to you in my head. Do I end the friendship and try to move on that way? Or is it wrong to throw away such a good friendship over something I should just get on top of? But here I am, at 4am, not sleeping again because I know you’re with your girlfriend the other side of the wall. I just want my old life back where I wasn’t a needy, anxiety ridden mess all the time.
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Posted by It’s gonna be okay 1st June 2017
I hope that since 2012, you are feeling better.I know what it’s like, to be in an unrequited love.
Be strong, be brave. I love you.