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Before my husband and I were married, on two separate occasions a woman he had known since high school begged him to leave me and be with her instead. He refused her both times.
Not long ago, two days after she committed suicide, a letter from her arrived in the mail for my husband. He wasn’t home. I opened it and read it. It started with, “By the time you read this, I’ll be gone.” She went on at length about how she had always loved him, even insisting that she loved him more than I ever could. She then detailed her years of depression, substance abuse, self harm, and failed relationships, and said she felt she had no place in this world, but knew in her heart that in another life they would meet again and be the lovers they were meant to be.
After I finished reading it, I calmly folded it up, placed it in my fireplace, and used it as kindling to start a fire for the evening. When my husband got home we had sex on the couch in front of that fire. Afterward, he held me in his arms and told me I was the best thing that ever happened to him.
As far as her family and friends know, she never left any note or explanation for why she killed herself.
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Posted by darnell 11th March 2013
u gona get ghosty shit up in yo housePosted by Anonymous 18th March 2013
Those were her final words and the letter wasn’t for you. I would worry about karma…Posted by Whoa. 25th March 2013
You know, although what she did wasn’t right, and I understand ypur annpyance with her, I’ve been in her position. I love someone who I know will probably marry the girl he’s dating right now. Maybe so far as to want to commit suicide in order to not deal with the pain anymore. But burning someone’s last words? That’s a little too harsh.Posted by Anonymous 5th April 2013
Good for you. Committing suicide is a shitty enough thing to do to your family/friends etc. Leaving a note like that basically throwing all of your problems and guilt onto another human being makes it even worse. If you truly love someone as much as she claimed to, you want them to be happy no matter how much pain it causes you…but she was obviously selfish enough to want him feeling terrible over her death. Fuck her. You did the right thing.Post a confession or rant now! It’s completely anonymous.
Posted by Anonymous 27th February 2013
Damn. Cold. But somehow I don’t blame you!