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and in this case, i’m not talking about anybody else..i’m talking about myself. :/
okay, so i have the most wonderful boyfriend in the world, but i have always had this ‘thing’ for a guy that i’ve known for years. one day, i go round to this guys house, just to say hi & stuff (we are friends) and as i leave, he kisses me. i kiss him back..
so i didn’t think i’d ever do that again. i come back from university and go out in town. he’s there. we walk home together, i go into his house, and he kisses me again. i don’t fight him off..
the other night he asks if i want to go watch a movie with him, even though i know what’s going to happen, i still say yes..and things got heavier than they had before..as in, we had sex. for all of about 10 seconds before we thought it was a bad bad idea, but, it still happened. the thing is, i want him for some stupid ass reason. what is this shit? excitement? i love my boyfriend more than anything, but this isn’t the first time i have cheated on him.
i know i’m a whore, but this time i can’t help myself. i’ve wanted him for ages, now i have the chance to experience it? i know he’s fucking with me, but i can’t stop myself from thinking..just this once.
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Posted by ~~~ 9th December 2011
Stop and ask yourself: Is messing around worth losing your bf?Posted by Anonymous 10th December 2011
If your boyfriend is the wonderful guy you say he is, then he doesn’t deserve to be cheated on by you. In fact, no one deserves to be cheated on. You really have two choices here…Post a confession or rant now! It’s completely anonymous.
Posted by Mirrored Image 2nd May 2011
I understand how you feel. I found myself in a similar situation not too long ago. I think the important thing is to try and reverse the roles with you and your boyfriend. Imagine if it were him who was having these experiences with an old friend of his. How would you feel? Would you still want to continue the relationship?Then there are the questions to ask yourself. Do you really want to continue your relationship with your boyfriend? If the answer is yes then you have to find the strength and discipline to stop what you’re doing with this other guy. If you don’t want to continue your relationship with your boyfriend then you at least owe him the decency of breaking up with him first. Break ups are hard, but being cheated on is worse.
I know this post was a while ago. I’m sure you’ve already made your decision by now.