Posted 9th April 2014 2330

So I met this guy a few years ago but it didn’t go anywhere since he had a bf and I felt guilty cheating with him (even though he was on a sex app) Last year we ended up talking again, after he broke up with his boyfriend.
We have similar tastes, interests and things we like to do in bed.
Anyways, I grew to like him a lot after a while (after the sex and the friend talk we had. He helped me stay on after recent problems with my grandfather and a previous relationship).
We talked and occasionally had fun at mine and it was in my opinion becoming more intimate.
But a few months ago he had sex with someone else and I got mad even though he wanted things between us to be more fwb. I talked to him less because of it and gave him the cold shoulder for a while.
I also just gave up in trying to be less of a nymphomaniac (at uni I am known to be one) that I used to be and ended up going on a sex rampage and had fun with a lot of different people. (got tested, played safe. and don’t have any STDs thank God!)
Recently we started talking again (basically he replied to a text I have sent a month ago and then approaching me on that app again). We ended up in my bed and thinking that I would rather be honest like he was; I told him about some of my sex escapades recently. He just went silent, and looked mad at me in bed and we ended up not doing anything else. He stormed out the next day, and we didn’t talk for a few days. Now he wants to talk again. (btw I am the top and he is the bottom)
Am I reading the signals wrong here, or has he got feelings for me as well?
I really want to give up on him because he always seems busy with work, but when we meet or talk we end up having this crazy spark. The sex is amazing, he is amazing. I don’t want to be the rebound but don’t know what to do. it looks like he has feelings for me. Not just because he got mad at me for having sex with other people now, but before as well and we ended up not talking for a while again. I think it is affecting me academically and I can’t seem to think about anyone else other than him, even though I should be focusing on my PhD. Why do emotions have to be this complicated?!
To top it off, my life isn’t going that great, a brown haired girl in the exec team has a personal vendetta against my friends (its bordering on harassment/bullying. Hopefully she won’t do anything like that when she goes back to Edinburgh in her new job with EY), my PhD thesis has to be handed in soon and I go to a uni which is famous for sports and that terrible song Exec song and when I go to an interview they always ask me about these two things.

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