Posted 18th December 2015 1925

girl that is upsetting me=karen
girl that agrees w me=lucy
girl that is closest friend but doesn’t agree=sara

due to recent situations, i feel as if i can only confide in 1 of my friends , lucy, and not be judged or have it passed on. we mainly talk about 1 person in our group who has been dragging our spirits down , karen, and the best way to sort it out (its not in a bitchy way just trying to find a solution w/ the least damage bc the girl its about is v sensitive) but recently lucy is not listening fully and brushing me off. she has been agreeing w the other side more and almost making me feel like I’m being immature and she’s not saying where she stands anymore so I’m slowly not trusting her as much. its not that i wouldn’t if she did agree but its that i don’t know how she feels about it.

another thing is that sara is in a smaller group with lucy and me so it is kind of 2 against 1, me and lucy not liking karen around that much but sara liking karen maybe a lot more than she is letting on and wanting to spend as much time as possible w her, evn=en if it means not doing anything w lucy and me but only doing things w karen. karen has a habit of rubbing in our faces how close she and sara are. recently, sara has shown she has wanted a sleepover where everyone gets a bit tipsy and dances around and just has fun. she wanted it to be a whole group thing but now karen has only invited her and nobody else to her house to do that. in addition, sara goes to a music festival almost every 6 months and since karen and another girl have always been in the past, sara said that lucy and i could go this year. however, she has invited karen again, even though she said she wouldn’t and that we are supposed to be our closest friends. she said she could ask if karen couldn’t go so she’s putting us 2nd to her.

when sara is around when me and lucy are complaining about karen (this part is bitchy) she always agrees and sometimes adds stuff that she thinks negatively about her but then when she comes over she completely changes and acts like she’s going out of her way to be nice. so me and lucy don’t know if we can trust her being around and not saying anything about what we have been talking about. disclaimer, i know we shouldn’t talk about it if we don’t want her to know but we are part way through sorting it and we have stuff to get of our chests, we are only human.

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