Posted 6th April 2017 1517

Lately I’ve been ffeelong invisible to my friends. I don’t know if it’s something I did wrong, or they just don’t want to talk to me anymore. I have this friend used to be in one of my classes. When the new semester began, we had no classes together. I was really sad because we work well together and that class made us more closer than I’ve been with her. Now that the new semester began, we started to drift apart. One of my fears is being forgotten by a friend. It just sucks that one class made our relationship worse. We talk on social media, we’re actually on pretty good terms on social media. Ever since our friendship grew more and more distant, we’d talk less and I try to talk to her in school, but every time I get the opportunity to, she’s always with another friend, which I don’t want to bother her, so I try and try again. This has been happening for two months now. One day, she just completely ignored me, and she didn’t even tell me why. Lately at school, I feel like I’m just a worthless person who’s lonely. I cried myself to sleep for a week just because of these issues. Even when I do something nice for my friends, they just seem to take advantage of me, which hurts my feelings because I feel like I’m being treated like an object. Since my and my “friend” are going to different high schools, it’s just going to make our friendship drift even more. I never got to hang out with this girl because I have a strict mom who believes that this city has dangerous people, and my friend’s family is one of them, despite the fact that she’s never met them before. As I’m writing this rant, I am currently crying because just thinking about the situation makes me want to cry. No one cares about how I feel. The only time they would want to talk to me is to benefit themselves, and not us both. It really sucks as I’m writing this because I can feel my heart just erupting into an ache.

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