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i hate living in this apartment. 2 bedrooms, 5 boys (1 is my bf) and 1 girl..thats me. its so filthy and dirty. theres no privacy at all. i feel so uncomfortable here. im the odd one out.they always look at me disapprovingly if i come home late, as if iv done something wrong. its so noisy when im tryna study. and stupid mother fucken Cricket!! i hate it. most of the time im alone in the bedroom. its so tiny and cramped and im the black sheep of this place.i cant relate to anyone coz im not indian and they all are. i hate living here. i feel like i wana kill myself sumtimes just to get away. i wish i stayed with my parents, but i cant go crawling back like a little baby. this was the worst decision to come here. i cant wait til we find a new place just me n bf
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Posted by Its not too late. 25th March 2011
Maybe moving back home wouldn’t be a bad idea. Don’t look at it as crawling back or being a baby, look at it as admitting you made a mistake and willing to do what is necessary to correct it. That’s a very adult thing to do. If you sit down with your parents and explain it to them they’ll probably understand. Besides it will help things with your boyfriend if its very clear to him that there are certain things that you want / need if you two are going to be together. Eg. Privacy, a little quiet, basic hygiene.I’m an Indian guy and we’re not that easy to get along with. And cricket is not for everyone.
Be strong & Good Luck