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i’ve always been the type of person to try and see the best in people. a part of me believes that’s why i’m in the position i’m in right now, because i’m so forgiving. i’ve come to the realization that i’m not enough for anyone. i’ve had heartbreaks and i’ve had nights where i’ve stayed up until 2am crying my eyes out into the nape of my shirt and clenching my fists.
i’ve had nights where i lay there emotionless in bed staring at the ceiling because talking out my feelings isn’t even worth it, because nobody listens anyway.
i feel like shit writing this right now because i feel like i’m putting way too much self-pity when i don’t fucking deserve it because ironically enough i don’t deserve anything.
there’s always people out there who get the world, and all i wanted was to be a part of yours.
fuuuuuuuuuuck. i’m not okay but fuck it, who cares anyway?
i need to go to bed
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