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i hate how i completely put off my homework until the last minute just because i would rather use the computer.
i hate how i can’t stay focused on one simple thing for too long.
i hate how i feel useless and pathetic, like i’m barely accomplishing anything at all.
i wish that i could be talented at something…i’ve been playing violin & tennis for such a long time, yet i’m still not that great.
i want to know that i have some kind of purpose in this world.
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Posted by Rain 26th December 2010
You may want to consider being tested for attention deficit disorder (ADD). I felt similar to you before being diagnosed and receiving appropriate medication (in my case, Adderall). I was an A student whose favorite hobby was playing guitar, and I really wanted to become good at it, but as I got older I began to feel too tired and sluggish to play. More often than I care to admit, I would end up playing videogames instead of studying or learning a skill simply because nothing else stimulated me. As a result, my grades slumped and my guitar collected dust. After taking my ADD med the mental fog lifted, I became more sociable, my memory improved, and I felt more driven and full of energy. I am now working towards a PhD in biophysics and generally enjoying life. I do not think I could have accomplished this without my ADD med. However, It is not a cure all - it just helps your attention and energy levels.Posted by anonymous 24th October 2011
Yeah this is kind of how I feel!Posted by Anonymous 10th December 2015
Damn it’s almost like I posted this…that is my life except for tennis.Post a confession or rant now! It’s completely anonymous.
Posted by Mah Name 11th November 2010
Same way I feel sometimes and I do the same thing with putting everything off/not being able to stay focused