Posted 7th December 2013 27

really anybody that has survived all this dont need moi to tell them what is write for them. or wrong. it is wrong to demand a relationship that isnt. real or imagined.

and it aint anybodys business buttttt MINE. in reality it would bee horrorifing to me to drag somebody into this crap un knowingly. one with no base other than friendship and a show.

solo wasnt my CHOICE …. it was the ONLY choice and i do the best i can.

in a world of pain and agony self pitty rules, for a time, do i regret alone. uuuu betcha but i refuse to bee bitter and one never knows what’s round the corner. i do NOT know where my life is going, nobody does. those that purceive that it does should seek help. no body not even the great gazoo can predict what an indie can do.

tidy ending for journey is impossible as tidy ending dont happen. u waiting for one your life will bee over and u will have regrets. from all seriousness u see a working relationship in your world take it, jump on it, nurture and grow. enjoy all that is and bee all u can bee.


anddd really u keep following my path all u will get is suffering alone in silence.


there is little point in railing what is …it changes nothing and only chipps away at who u r till nothing is left. i dont see endings i see indies going off on their own paths. strong and in knowledge and wisdom and enough stupidity to keep things interesting. lolol. i am honored by that concept. what i stand for and believe. all the tools one needs and a great faith in each and everyone that agrees to address the issues my journey produced. my beliefs have not changed, my circumstance did. i believe in sharing caring relationships and deeply hope that those that follow will do a better job. i think that is my hope here. dont think your average relationship intales all that mine did or does. peeps with a shot need to stand up.

most certainly i see a swell of support for the plight of our males. life aint easy for any but sooo much just wrong. do believe it’s about the vast majority of the input being mindless porn and general bad :( minds that dont or wont realize that what they do in this world has effects. it is real here and it is real there and it is real every where.


i’ve right had it with the concept of fortune teller or mind reader orrr any of that rot. COMMON FUCKING SENSE. and that is one reason tc is sooo effective. given a set of FACTS and NO OTHER CHOICE peeps will do accordingly. aint rocket fucking science.

andd cheating hummmmmm. ahhh the names. i see no great mystery ONE CAME OUT OF MY FAMILY ALBUM AND THE OTHER AN INDIE SO UNFORGETABLE AND BEAUTIFUL THAT MOI RECOGNIZED IT. in reality that isnt i should of id’d at laundry but in reality i do believe at the end of the day somebody slipped it to me orrr atleast narrowed down the opptions. AINT FUCKING ROCKET SCIENCE.

peeps who r looking for names of pretend indies probably going to dye old and alone. for different reasons but the results the same. maybee try the nieghbor…lolol

the characters r the ultimate in red herrings andd purpose questionable in my journey. do think they play different parts in others journeys. distraction, enticment, bouncers and all round general assholes extreme. for the love of it…. for the bucks…for the thrills…who knows. aint my business. in reality i had enough on my plate to worry bout all the crap….peeps have to deal with their own purcepts and decissions and what and how and why things effect them and or their journey.

truely peeps at the end of the day it is YOUR life to live, u can live it or ignore it till u have NOTHING left.

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